Year 2011: A Year of Ending and New Beginning

Early of this year, I left my previous company, NMi and transfered to Lawson. In the beginning, it was very hard to adjust to the working environment since I came from a very lenient company. Until now, I am still having a hard time to juggle my tasks. Then, at the start of my career in Lawson, I also met different kinds of person including the “not so nice” ones that hopefully made my personality stronger but when I see them I can still feel the anger on them. Mid of this year, Infor acquired Lawson, which makes us under the Infor group of companies though we retained to be as Lawson. At the start of the acquisition, we were all floating and we did not what will happen to us but as they say just still keep on working. Then we also saw the end of the old certificaton team and the birth of a new one which includes the replacement of the resigned teammate to a new ones.

This year was also a travel year for me. I went to Baguio City courtesy of Mitch, attended a wedding in Ilocos Sur and had a reunion and teambuilding at Mabini Batangas. It was also a year of vows” Rose and husband, Cliffy and wife, Wong and Malen and just recently, Rexa and Girlie.

For 2012, I dont know what will happen but I hope it will be a great year for me. GV:)

27 song at 27

Eternal flame – this is the song that i used to hear and sing during my early years.
Breakaway – this is the song when I want to transfer or to move out from the company where I stay in
if we hold on together – our elementary graduation song
the prayer – our high school graduation song
this is the moment – our high school graduation song
could not ask for more – i am thankful to experiences i receive
a moment like this – after every triumph
will you wait for me – one of my funeral song
emotion – sometime i let my emotion take over me
salamat – thankful for the people that i met
this guys in love with you pare -
graduation (friends forever) – keeping friends
i believe – building confidence to myself
mama (i love you) – thankful for the mother i have
when youre looking like that – facial expression that makes me smile
if i let you go – my fave westlife song
picture of you – love collecting picture
how soon is now – because i love charmed
through the fire – 2009 after our house burned down
where are you – still waiting for the one
mirror mirror – sometimes i question myself who i want to be and the real me
the voice within – listening to my inner self
go the distance – trying to reach the dreams and places i want to be in
man in the mirror – trying to change the person i am
keep holding on – keeping the faith and values
a thousand miles – my favorite song
someday well know – cause i believe that everything happens for a reason

3rd Month

I am on my 3rd month working for Lawson. During the first 2 month I could say I am testing the water. It is a huge jump for me, from the environment I used to live in for 3 years to the new environment that I must live in now. I must get to used this life. My travelling time from 1/2 hour to almost 2 hours from our house to the company I am with now. From the lapse/relax environment to the strict environment, from the normal conversation to the business atmosphere, it was a huge change. On the 3rd and evaluation month, its a difficult stage for me, after hearing their assessment on my work, there are things that I need to improve on: language, attention to details and taking down notes. Aside from that, this is my first time to encounter with an super negative person and her ally. For a month, I am the target of their tirades, making comments on how I smell. Every time,  that I come at the office, I will hear a words from them that their is a bad smell. At first, I didn’t think it was me, but I got a hint that I am the one their pertaining to. This thing makes my work more difficult. But I know that the problem is not with me, it’s them. Many of our workmates notices their bad attitude because of their backstabbing our officemate. They will comment about how someone’s dresses, how someone’s gesture or movement and other things. They are negative vibes magnet and I trying my best to not infect by their negativity.

Aside from that I think their expectation from me is higher that I have thought. I adjust myself to meet their expectation but it was only  1/4 of their expectation.

Well, that’s my life so far at my new work.

SEE YOU Around :)

After the Final Performance Night, the Result Night will be within the next few days. I am nervous of the outcome though I think I gave my best, hopefully the judges will see it. But after a few days after the Final Performance, my hope is getting low because there is no signs of if I able to MAKE it. December 6, here comes the Result Night, and it is a GOOD NEWS, I able to make it to the TOP, I am IN, feeling like a winner with the confetti’s on the side.

After the Result Night, comes the Contract Signing, it would be one of the decision I had gone through, I know the I hope and pray and did my best to make it to the top but there’s fear of what ifs, a change in the environment and a huge adjustment on my part, its like going out from your comfort zone and the ways that you have been used to. I need to way things before I signed the contract. When I signed in, I am prepared and ready for everything and hope I could adjust easily though it is not like a way in the park. It is hard to leave all the person who have been part of your daily journey in your work, but I know that they are both happy and sad, happy because I able to reached another milestone and sad because I will be no longer be with them. “See you around” that was I used to say to them  when I am on my last day there. I was touched because of their kindness and the tribute they made for me.

From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU Guys! and SEE YOU AROUND

Final Performance Round

My 1st performance gone quite well, I am able impress the judges and they allowed me to returned to the next round. The next round would be the last and Final round, it would be make or break it round,

Final Performance Round

Tonight, I will gonna sing Nina’s Go The Distance, an original Michael Bolton’s song, which also the Official Sound Track of the Walt Disney’s Hercules. This song is about triumph, over coming one’s difficulties experiencing in life. I hope I can go the distance with this song.